Showing posts with label 心情小日记 - [Diary from the heart]. Show all posts
Showing posts with label 心情小日记 - [Diary from the heart]. Show all posts

Saturday, March 19, 2011

[4th Week]–Singapore

Today is Saturday on the 19/3/2011. When I am writing this post, it was 2:33PM as shown on my laptop. Time passed flying. It was my 4th week of stayed in Singapore. My stay in Singapore shall continue on counting.

I thought to wake up very early morning to jog at my area but when the time I woke up it was already 9am. I got my clothes washed and stayed in room for awhile until 10.30pm then only I went out to have my brunch. After that, I bought oranges, carrots and newspaper.

I took my bath and continue staying at room. I am in front of the laptop since then.

Monday, January 03, 2011

Opportunity

Opportunity. It comes to you in any form of time. It does not come to you as you wish. It is depends on the time and people around you to helps to you to seek it.

Prepared.It is our utmost responsible to be prepared all the time while seeking opportunity.

Experience. Decision is very depends on your experience. You need experience to deal with things to get the best result.

Wednesday, December 02, 2009

Kindergarden->School->College

15+ years of schooling and colleging has been past. As I was looking back, time is ticking really thrilling fast.

2 yrs of kindegarden. Graduated in a small village. Grandmom & Grandpa alway accopany me to kindegarden. Didn't miss a day~ :) Thank you. My kau fu (uncle) always beaten me with rotan(I am not naughty but still kena rotan always). but he is good la... train me more guai though i oredi guai enough. :)

6 yrs of primary school. Studied in 3 different school geographically scattered including one oversea.
Never had a chance to acknowledge and thank you to a special one who is my class teacher of standard 5 & 6. She has been pouring out her heart in hoping that we will excel in our school works. Relentless pursue, never giving up for us, though we were the last class in the school. Mrs. Low. Something special needed to address about her. She has helped me to register for Secondary school on the last day of the registration openning for primary student. if not i'm schooless jok... :( (not so severe actually, maybe go some school not so good reputation only la) :)

Another 6 yrs spent in Secondary school including remove class. Enrolled in 3 different secondary schools.
I failed my Malay, needed to attend remove class. Daxx.. Supposely a bad thing, but life in that particular year was my happiest moment during my secondary school. Cycling from uptown to downtown back and fourth, crossing bridgesss, overcoming rain together with my bicycle, challeging cars and motobike with my bicycle, Cycling few km to school, lumba bicycle after school (for fun la, not real one), cyber cafe(HL, CS, Starcraft, ....), being a sandwich in the public buses... what else ar..?? I think these was what i can remember so far about my wei sui things in remove and form 1.
Form 1 to form 2 miserable yrs. 8am out from home 8pm back to house. private tuition, this no good that no good.. haiz.. sigh~~ is all over now.. yeah~~
Form 3, 4, 5. -
3 - still okay. climbing up the stair, finding the lost soul, building up network, normalising life
4 - Got 3As for my PMR, haha~~ and became a science class student. miss few months of school due to health issue. This yrs past like didn't past. no memory at all. Like database system, suddenly lost all data for that particular year.. haha~~ good example, right. hmm. ;0
5 - Catching up, working up, take and give, forgive and forgo, restoring, recovering, healing,... got 1,2,3 in class (count from behind). :) Found something and lost it now as in now loh.. ;) . :) :) What can i say, maybe life already planned... not in my controlled. Never wanted to control my destiny and fate. :) my life already planned jok geh.. wakaka~~ haha~~

Ohhhh.... again, another 4 yrs in college. ;) Yeah.. these four years are something very different because we had our own transport. i dun have la but most of my fren do. :) Tumbang their car, go north, south, east, and west. Never a day bore bore... (sometimes quite bore coz dunno go where) haha~~
nothing really special for college life la... everything remain the same like school got exam, test, and assignment.... (last time A to E and now 1-15)..... except dai gou chai/lui jok, got own transport loh(even i dun have, fren do.. haha), no tight-up schedule like school 745-1pm (more time meaning more freedom), yam cha and yam cha more often than before, last-minute assignment (1 mnths duration but most students used 1 week gao tim(complete) indirectly shown students is has the capability and capacity to fullfil assignment requirement in short period of time.), what else ar... keke~~~ dunno oooo.... one last things, college very cosy and costly. PTPTN loan helped me, if not die hard jok. :) Thank you PTPTN loan. haha~~

At this point of time I am writing this, i already worked for 1 and half month liao... Day day work, week week work, month month work, i afraid i lost my schooling and colleging memories. So better write something now... not so structure but at least i can recall back. :)

Bedtime, tomorrow need to da jiong jok (work). ;)
Good Night. May God Bless you. ;)

Monday, November 16, 2009

Up & Down

There is time where situation which is not in your area of control. You definitely feel bad about it. Nevertheless, life still have to go on.

Do not be so overwhelm by the problem which has no solution. Sometimes, solution will come to you by any mean.

Is good that you have problems. It doesn't matter how hopeless the situation be. Just carry on your life and enjoy the experience of having problems in life. It will certainly help you. It helps you to grow in maturity. Do not feel bad about yourself that other people are saying that you are naive. You know you are going through a period of difficulties, certainly you are growing in maturity.

Always ready for challenges, take it and handle it wisely and smartly.

Life is great, time won't wait. Enjoy and go on life with full of hope and confidence. :)

Saturday, October 25, 2008

未来

我总是迷路了

我有一双眼睛,能够看见所有一切的东西,不过我总是迷路了

虽然我拥有乐观的态度去看待每一件事情,不过还是走不远,又迷路了

迷路了的经历以及人生的不清楚道路,总是觉得越走越累

Tuesday, June 03, 2008

I am super tire...

Can a human live in this world without feeling? Can you imagine if human are without feeling. Would the human behave just like robot..?

How well can a human control their emotion? The question is can we?

Who the h is HUMAN? Why life is full of colourness. Would it better that the human understand just black and white, just like computer which understood 1s and 0s. Are we the human really clever than a computer? How do you measure your cleverness.?

Sometimes, we think we are but aren't we. We believe in what we believe in but aren't we. We thought we really eat salt more than rice. Who d h do you think you are? You have broken the heart of the soul. Who the h do you think you are?

Respect the elder? If you are a drug addict and today you have totally cut off and contribute to the community, I would not only give respect but I will bow and solute you. Is doesn't matter who you are, if your deed is not good, you don't get any those good in return. Don't ever expect a return, if you are really good-hearted, people will remember you in his heart not in his mind.

Be a good boy? How to be a good boy when your example are not set right and not walk the talk. What do you expect from the boy? If you walk the talk, people will automatically respect you. You needless to say a word.

Bad boy? Who do you addressing to? If we were the bad boy, you are not other better than a bad boy.

Adult? You really think you are perfect? Please learn to say "SORRY". If you never use that before, don't you think people will do so. You make no mistake? Please open your own history, see if there is any. Excuse me!!! Let me reminded what you taught me, History repeat itself.

I am emotional tire. I need concentrate and focus. I need to move on and move up. It no longer a matter to me, I am changing my mind, changing to what I hold on to, changing myself to adopt environment needed. I would not give excusing because of the past. I must be confidence and believe in myself once again just like when I was born to this world with full of confidence and believe. I told myself enduring is key of survive. Humble is a great lesson in human learning. Enduring and Humble is the key of life.

Friday, April 18, 2008

空虚

最近遇上了小麻烦,学院的包袱比较重了。这个学期的科目比以往难得多。作业截止期限非常接近,遇上了小麻烦。不用躁急,只要有心,就不怕。

家,是监牢。想起是悲苦,感觉是空虚,童年是残缺,少年时无助,以后是迷。没有悲苦就不懂什么是成长。认识成长,忘了停留。有空虚才发觉自己是的好,因为学会了自闭。残缺不是生活的短处,而是体验人生的多精多彩。无助不代表尽头,而是开始了解帮助。迷不是苦苦思索也不是大伤脑筋,而是不缺乏颜色的每一秒。

我,在乎的不是美好,而是寻找自己。有了自己才有美好。

愿,有家幸福,找到自己不忘身边的朋友。