Talk cock!
No matter what you believe. There is a limitation of the goodness.
Your personally attitude is terrible because you talk as you like without taking caution what has came out from you mouth. Your mouth full of chilies and lemon. Without black and white does not mean you can talk whatever you like. You think is okay. I tell you is not okay. Choosing a word and talking without consideration is failure of a person because selection of word determine your relationship.
You talk cock, people will treat you like cock. You talk nice, people will treat you nice. If you does not know, stop act like you know everything. Don't believe, try it.
With you, life is miserable and sad. Closest one is being bullied and you will never noticed because your eye being blinded by the world. Word out from your mouth is carry chemicals and easily exploded because you excusing the world trained you as you were now. I deeply saddened by this teaching, I am denied to this concept because I do not want my closest one to struggle, I failed and failed again but I always reminded myself not being like you because you no longer and never being the role model I wanted.
I chose to believe, trust, and endure not because of forgiveness but is because of unforgiven time that is in front of me.
I lost myself behind. I have no time to go back and search, I looking forward to explore myself again, again and again. I struggle and struggle throughout my life. It is interesting life but is a challenging and killing.
With only trial and error, things become more challenging and killing. I might lost myself again and lost other.
