There is a "burung" which I didn't noticed. As I walking to the mamak, suddely I felt a drop of water fell on my head. I thought it was air-cond water but then as I looked up I didn't see any air cond above. The only I saw is a bird standing there with his head inside and butt outside.
My first reaction is "Sxht"!
I believe this is the first time I "kena" "Sxht"!
What a day!!!
Wednesday, November 05, 2008
Saturday, October 25, 2008
Living in this world
Interestingly, I got this topic from my friend's MSN Live Messenger personal message.
Living in this world. It is just like the way we were on the road. We may be walking, driving, cycling, running and etc. There is one thing in common and that is we will be a time where we will stop at the cross road to make a decision whether to turn left or right.
If you know the way, u get there faster. If you don't know the way, you may get lost but end of the day you will reach there but with more effort, energy and time.
Living in this world is ...
Sunday, September 28, 2008
Expiry Date
Today is 28/9/2008.
See the picture, even though is expired a year ago. What amazed me is that is same day as today a year ago. This is not usual, because we don't encounter each day!
Friday, September 12, 2008
[book] Fish for Life
Fish For Life - A Remarkable Way to Achieve Your Dreams - Stephen C. Lundin, Ph. D., John Christensen, and Harry Paul
Just finished read this book. I could not pick up most of the points. I've to read again, and jot down some note. Hopefully to share some with you later after my second reading.
Sunday, September 07, 2008
FGA POD camp skit 2008
This is an event organised by the church whihc I attended.
Clikc on the link below to watch the FGA POD camp skit 2008.
Tuesday, July 22, 2008
Saturday, July 19, 2008
Expire and Renewal
I am expiring every second, minute, hour, day, month, years and ...
I would never know what is gonna to happened next, all I know is current things that affecting me. As I look back into my life, I do see the happiest time and the saddest time, I have a gathering among with groups of friends for a common purpose and share the uncommon things, I remember the day we used to have bicycle race, I remember I was being kick out of the team becuse of my commitment, I could felt the silence because there is a major change goin to taken in my life, Remember the day where I used to ride my bicycle around, though most of the time is the only who ride from uptown to downtown but I treasure the time i given to myself, I remember every weekend I use to go to KL to find some old friends, as time past, things changes where i longer use to travel back and now I miss them. I remember the day where I once again felt the emptiness and the loneliness where nowhere I could go and I could do is hiding at the corner of the empty shop lots battling with my thoughts and feeling, I felt the tough time and struggle with family and relatives, exam, relationship, emotion, and is an ongoing battle until now.
There are more I could feel now but just that I have no time because i need to go out mamak alone again, I used to be alone and myself being the one who affecting my life and the role model always is myself. haha~~ mamak time lo..
The story of my past I could summarized to "MYSELF".
However, I do renewal with every second, minute, hour, day, month, years and ... right after expired.
I am always hoping to see the gray days astray and bright and sunny day take control over it. However, thought and reality always does not agreed to each other. The battle has been long and a high momentum, I no longer scare to face the next renewable. I am tire and throughout the battle and now i feeling more exhausted than ever.
The story of my unpredictable future, I could summarized atm is "Hoping to see tomorrow is a better day".
I would never know what is gonna to happened next, all I know is current things that affecting me. As I look back into my life, I do see the happiest time and the saddest time, I have a gathering among with groups of friends for a common purpose and share the uncommon things, I remember the day we used to have bicycle race, I remember I was being kick out of the team becuse of my commitment, I could felt the silence because there is a major change goin to taken in my life, Remember the day where I used to ride my bicycle around, though most of the time is the only who ride from uptown to downtown but I treasure the time i given to myself, I remember every weekend I use to go to KL to find some old friends, as time past, things changes where i longer use to travel back and now I miss them. I remember the day where I once again felt the emptiness and the loneliness where nowhere I could go and I could do is hiding at the corner of the empty shop lots battling with my thoughts and feeling, I felt the tough time and struggle with family and relatives, exam, relationship, emotion, and is an ongoing battle until now.
There are more I could feel now but just that I have no time because i need to go out mamak alone again, I used to be alone and myself being the one who affecting my life and the role model always is myself. haha~~ mamak time lo..
The story of my past I could summarized to "MYSELF".
However, I do renewal with every second, minute, hour, day, month, years and ... right after expired.
I am always hoping to see the gray days astray and bright and sunny day take control over it. However, thought and reality always does not agreed to each other. The battle has been long and a high momentum, I no longer scare to face the next renewable. I am tire and throughout the battle and now i feeling more exhausted than ever.
The story of my unpredictable future, I could summarized atm is "Hoping to see tomorrow is a better day".
Sunday, June 22, 2008
Insect in the bathroom
This morning as I entered the bathroom, I saw one weird things on the wall. As I take a good look, it was a weird insect in the bathroom. I've no idea how it entered my bathroom. I am staying at 6 floors of the aparment.
I am not sure whether it can fly up to six floor or not. If it does, that's mean it came in from the window. If not surely it crawl floor by floor.
So many units here in this Apartment, why must it came to my unit. Is there a sign of something?
I spray water and force it out from the window. I hope it won't come back and find me "friend" again.
This creature is really weird.
Thursday, June 19, 2008
放弃
放弃很容易，放弃也很难。放弃不是自己的事，放弃是你身边的人事。
一句放弃，一个举动，就可成事。放弃真的不难。
成事之后，人生结束，快又有效力。何况不易？
如果你真的想放弃...想想...
想想你身边的人。
想想这个世界有多少的人活着死亡的边缘。
想想你的价值，有多少的人需要你的帮助。
与其想放弃，不如想帮助。
帮助孤儿，老人家，不幸人士，等等……
祝你有个好人生！
一句放弃，一个举动，就可成事。放弃真的不难。
成事之后，人生结束，快又有效力。何况不易？
如果你真的想放弃...想想...
想想你身边的人。
想想这个世界有多少的人活着死亡的边缘。
想想你的价值，有多少的人需要你的帮助。
与其想放弃，不如想帮助。
帮助孤儿，老人家，不幸人士，等等……
祝你有个好人生！
Sunday, June 15, 2008
Firefox 3 Download Day!
Firefox 3 will be released on the 17, June 2008. It is not just about downloading the new version of Firefox 3 internet browser but it is also about the "Firefox Download Day".
It simple mean that to set a Guinness World Record for the most software downloaded in 24 hours!
I am promoting in my blog because I am supporting the open source software. Just like Mozilla Firefox 3 is one of the OSS (Open Source Software)
- What does it mean? "Firefox 3 Download Day!"
It simple mean that to set a Guinness World Record for the most software downloaded in 24 hours!
- How can I join?
I am promoting in my blog because I am supporting the open source software. Just like Mozilla Firefox 3 is one of the OSS (Open Source Software)
Tuesday, June 03, 2008
I am super tire...
Can a human live in this world without feeling? Can you imagine if human are without feeling. Would the human behave just like robot..?
How well can a human control their emotion? The question is can we?
Who the h is HUMAN? Why life is full of colourness. Would it better that the human understand just black and white, just like computer which understood 1s and 0s. Are we the human really clever than a computer? How do you measure your cleverness.?
Sometimes, we think we are but aren't we. We believe in what we believe in but aren't we. We thought we really eat salt more than rice. Who d h do you think you are? You have broken the heart of the soul. Who the h do you think you are?
Respect the elder? If you are a drug addict and today you have totally cut off and contribute to the community, I would not only give respect but I will bow and solute you. Is doesn't matter who you are, if your deed is not good, you don't get any those good in return. Don't ever expect a return, if you are really good-hearted, people will remember you in his heart not in his mind.
Be a good boy? How to be a good boy when your example are not set right and not walk the talk. What do you expect from the boy? If you walk the talk, people will automatically respect you. You needless to say a word.
Bad boy? Who do you addressing to? If we were the bad boy, you are not other better than a bad boy.
Adult? You really think you are perfect? Please learn to say "SORRY". If you never use that before, don't you think people will do so. You make no mistake? Please open your own history, see if there is any. Excuse me!!! Let me reminded what you taught me, History repeat itself.
I am emotional tire. I need concentrate and focus. I need to move on and move up. It no longer a matter to me, I am changing my mind, changing to what I hold on to, changing myself to adopt environment needed. I would not give excusing because of the past. I must be confidence and believe in myself once again just like when I was born to this world with full of confidence and believe. I told myself enduring is key of survive. Humble is a great lesson in human learning. Enduring and Humble is the key of life.
How well can a human control their emotion? The question is can we?
Who the h is HUMAN? Why life is full of colourness. Would it better that the human understand just black and white, just like computer which understood 1s and 0s. Are we the human really clever than a computer? How do you measure your cleverness.?
Sometimes, we think we are but aren't we. We believe in what we believe in but aren't we. We thought we really eat salt more than rice. Who d h do you think you are? You have broken the heart of the soul. Who the h do you think you are?
Respect the elder? If you are a drug addict and today you have totally cut off and contribute to the community, I would not only give respect but I will bow and solute you. Is doesn't matter who you are, if your deed is not good, you don't get any those good in return. Don't ever expect a return, if you are really good-hearted, people will remember you in his heart not in his mind.
Be a good boy? How to be a good boy when your example are not set right and not walk the talk. What do you expect from the boy? If you walk the talk, people will automatically respect you. You needless to say a word.
Bad boy? Who do you addressing to? If we were the bad boy, you are not other better than a bad boy.
Adult? You really think you are perfect? Please learn to say "SORRY". If you never use that before, don't you think people will do so. You make no mistake? Please open your own history, see if there is any. Excuse me!!! Let me reminded what you taught me, History repeat itself.
I am emotional tire. I need concentrate and focus. I need to move on and move up. It no longer a matter to me, I am changing my mind, changing to what I hold on to, changing myself to adopt environment needed. I would not give excusing because of the past. I must be confidence and believe in myself once again just like when I was born to this world with full of confidence and believe. I told myself enduring is key of survive. Humble is a great lesson in human learning. Enduring and Humble is the key of life.
Thursday, April 24, 2008
4 days before submission
I am now in the middle of night, I had just discovered how to search. Even I am way behind of other fellow classmate. Nevertheless, I managed to solve the problem on myself. It was such a big relieve.
Today, I am all day pressure. Now, I am able to take a breath of fresh air(even I am now in air-cond. room... lol... ) :)
Is 3am in the morning, is time for me to sleep. I am waiting to share what I had discovered with my friends tomorrow.
Hmmm... :) Good Night and Good Morning. :)
Friday, April 18, 2008
空虚
最近遇上了小麻烦，学院的包袱比较重了。这个学期的科目比以往难得多。作业截止期限非常接近，遇上了小麻烦。不用躁急，只要有心，就不怕。
家，是监牢。想起是悲苦，感觉是空虚，童年是残缺，少年时无助，以后是迷。没有悲苦就不懂什么是成长。认识成长，忘了停留。有空虚才发觉自己是的好，因为学会了自闭。残缺不是生活的短处，而是体验人生的多精多彩。无助不代表尽头，而是开始了解帮助。迷不是苦苦思索也不是大伤脑筋，而是不缺乏颜色的每一秒。
我，在乎的不是美好，而是寻找自己。有了自己才有美好。
愿，有家幸福，找到自己不忘身边的朋友。
家，是监牢。想起是悲苦，感觉是空虚，童年是残缺，少年时无助，以后是迷。没有悲苦就不懂什么是成长。认识成长，忘了停留。有空虚才发觉自己是的好，因为学会了自闭。残缺不是生活的短处，而是体验人生的多精多彩。无助不代表尽头，而是开始了解帮助。迷不是苦苦思索也不是大伤脑筋，而是不缺乏颜色的每一秒。
我，在乎的不是美好，而是寻找自己。有了自己才有美好。
愿，有家幸福，找到自己不忘身边的朋友。
Thursday, April 03, 2008
College Timetable for Semester Two(2)
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This is the weekly schedule. The allocation is not bad except for Tuesday.
Sunday, March 16, 2008
March Birthday Boy
Four (4) Birthday Boy.
Today we had our celebration for March birthday boy.
They were...
K.Fooi (4/3) - 22yrs old,
W.Hong (6/3) - 21yrs old,
W.Soon (9/3) - 21yrs old,
and S.Wai (12/3) - 21yrs old.
Together we had..
C.Joo, F.Lin, Y.Yee, Y.Chuan, K.Sheng, Ang Ang, Kelvin, and W.Soon's girlfriend (sry, forgetton her name again) and our fellow "the beast of cake eater", W.kit(rotizai).. lol.. :)
The beast of cake eater
Yeah! I ate totally of 7 pieces of cakes. :)
The beast of cake eater.
(to be continued..)
Tuesday, February 12, 2008
Another H...
Talk cock!
No matter what you believe. There is a limitation of the goodness.
Your personally attitude is terrible because you talk as you like without taking caution what has came out from you mouth. Your mouth full of chilies and lemon. Without black and white does not mean you can talk whatever you like. You think is okay. I tell you is not okay. Choosing a word and talking without consideration is failure of a person because selection of word determine your relationship.
You talk cock, people will treat you like cock. You talk nice, people will treat you nice. If you does not know, stop act like you know everything. Don't believe, try it.
With you, life is miserable and sad. Closest one is being bullied and you will never noticed because your eye being blinded by the world. Word out from your mouth is carry chemicals and easily exploded because you excusing the world trained you as you were now. I deeply saddened by this teaching, I am denied to this concept because I do not want my closest one to struggle, I failed and failed again but I always reminded myself not being like you because you no longer and never being the role model I wanted.
I chose to believe, trust, and endure not because of forgiveness but is because of unforgiven time that is in front of me.
I lost myself behind. I have no time to go back and search, I looking forward to explore myself again, again and again. I struggle and struggle throughout my life. It is interesting life but is a challenging and killing.
With only trial and error, things become more challenging and killing. I might lost myself again and lost other.
Tuesday, February 05, 2008
Happy Chinese New Year + Holiday
On the 7th of February of 2008, is the first day,month, year of the Chinese Lunar Calendar. I wish a Happy and Prosperous Chinese New Year and Happy Holiday.
To all who are travel, I hope you have a safe journey. :)
I will be going back to hometown today later at around 3pm something and will be back to KL on the 10 of Feb.. :)
Happy Chinese New Year.
Happy Holiday.
Safe Journey.
Friday, January 25, 2008
Trust: The greatest lie
Trust: The greatest lie
by SiLeNtLy ScReAmInGSmiles painted across familiar faces,
Hiding all the things they've done,
Lies continue flowing,
Off their silver tongues.
Each lie's another blade,
Cutting deep into my heart,
Causing it to bleed,
Tearing it apart.
Trust gives people power,
Of which they always abuse,
So sick of this disappointment,
Not going to be used.
No person can be trusted,
They'll take what they need,
Then throw you away,
Wrapped up in their own greed.
The ones you trust the most,
Will leave you lying on the floor,
Your heart bleeding out,
And they're walking out the door.
(Source: http://www.poems-and-quotes.com/sad/poems.php?id=953668 )
Myself, tell me more...
So much more to say!
God is right! He is the beginning and the end. I truly believed. When this implication apply to life, it another story!
Where does the problem started? Who started it? God created everything perfect and right! I am thinking, who fault? We all are faulty to be in the scenario. I am saddened with the beginner. Please do not get me wrong, I am not talking about God. I am talking a man! A man who open the mouth and talk and has never walk the talk. A man who discourage someone to serve God because is not yet time. This is a very stupid thing out from his mouth. Who could be greater than God? Problem, Struggle, Financial, Relationship? Who is greater than those? A man could overcome all problem, finance, relationship? When all this negative things like problem, financial, relationship met our life, who could we turn to? Cigarette or alcohol or maybe drug? For year, this word has never been remove from memory. No way, because I think he said something very wrong. Once a great believer of Jesus, has put his life to Him and decided to look forward for the end of the day because the world has no meant for him. His statement really bring a great hatred unto him. Worst of all, he never realised it.
A man with so many idea of using other to benefit himself. God Loves the world so much and He gave his only son to sacrifice for our sin. Yes! Perfect. This is so meant to him even until today. Not like a man who only used other to benefit himself. He will used whatever word that sound nice and tempted to lure you into his plan. Hmmm... This man never spoken about it even until today regard the thing! How would I define this man. Let me tell you, irresponsible, cover-up and running away. You know why I defined this, because his initial plan failed. If you want me to fully expressed my feeling, I will give a F word. A big, huge and nicely decorated with colour F!
Saddest of all, he only talk and no act. He only command and never serve. He is a "big MAN". "Big man" mean that he is right and no one is right. That is why so many "people" cannot get along with him especially his closest one. The closest one has no admitted his existence, still he blame them for wrongdoing. I am determined and believed this man is wrong. Totally wrong. U know why, because he is the started of the fault, the one who started the root of problem. If he never made his moved, I will never existed.
Please give me peace of mind and a calm heart. I need a comforter, I need support. Self-Generator of support, hope, calm, comfort, peace, and courage is not function. Either give me those word or repair my self-generator of word. PLEASE...
I am crazy with my thought and feeling. Where am I heading to now...? I need concentration, I need more and more to support my daily life. I want to walk with strength, I do not want to crawl with weaknesses. I need wishes... :(
God is right! He is the beginning and the end. I truly believed. When this implication apply to life, it another story!
Where does the problem started? Who started it? God created everything perfect and right! I am thinking, who fault? We all are faulty to be in the scenario. I am saddened with the beginner. Please do not get me wrong, I am not talking about God. I am talking a man! A man who open the mouth and talk and has never walk the talk. A man who discourage someone to serve God because is not yet time. This is a very stupid thing out from his mouth. Who could be greater than God? Problem, Struggle, Financial, Relationship? Who is greater than those? A man could overcome all problem, finance, relationship? When all this negative things like problem, financial, relationship met our life, who could we turn to? Cigarette or alcohol or maybe drug? For year, this word has never been remove from memory. No way, because I think he said something very wrong. Once a great believer of Jesus, has put his life to Him and decided to look forward for the end of the day because the world has no meant for him. His statement really bring a great hatred unto him. Worst of all, he never realised it.
A man with so many idea of using other to benefit himself. God Loves the world so much and He gave his only son to sacrifice for our sin. Yes! Perfect. This is so meant to him even until today. Not like a man who only used other to benefit himself. He will used whatever word that sound nice and tempted to lure you into his plan. Hmmm... This man never spoken about it even until today regard the thing! How would I define this man. Let me tell you, irresponsible, cover-up and running away. You know why I defined this, because his initial plan failed. If you want me to fully expressed my feeling, I will give a F word. A big, huge and nicely decorated with colour F!
Saddest of all, he only talk and no act. He only command and never serve. He is a "big MAN". "Big man" mean that he is right and no one is right. That is why so many "people" cannot get along with him especially his closest one. The closest one has no admitted his existence, still he blame them for wrongdoing. I am determined and believed this man is wrong. Totally wrong. U know why, because he is the started of the fault, the one who started the root of problem. If he never made his moved, I will never existed.
Please give me peace of mind and a calm heart. I need a comforter, I need support. Self-Generator of support, hope, calm, comfort, peace, and courage is not function. Either give me those word or repair my self-generator of word. PLEASE...
I am crazy with my thought and feeling. Where am I heading to now...? I need concentration, I need more and more to support my daily life. I want to walk with strength, I do not want to crawl with weaknesses. I need wishes... :(
Monday, January 21, 2008
Under the sky
There are 6 different types of fishes inside the aquarium. Two pairs and 4 single fishes. Those 4 single fishes actually they are come with friends. Unfortunately, There friends had lost.
The latest fishes I bought from Pet World in Mid Valley.
Same as above.
3 Single fishes. They befriended along with other races(type) fishes together.
However,...
This fishes is locked up in a small aquarium. I put into the big aquarium, hopefully next time I release it out from the small tank. It can get along with others.
Family Pictures! Actually I still missed out the other pair of fishes. They are inside the aquarium as below. Check picture below. :)
True Family!
Saturday, January 12, 2008
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